whatevers on my mind.

1. dammmn, you have like the ugliest volcom sign picture ever. LOL. your default so cript. HHAH, im mean. i know. im just cranky. i want genkis!
2. two more weeks till i get to have the phone i want. and hopefully imma get texting >__<
3.so like, i noticed that when i have dramas with this person that i dont like, and like when im near them, i make like nothing between us happened. HAHHA <--- i remember nichole telling me that.
4. i really miss nichole. i never talk to her for almost more that 2 weeks. LOOOOSER, if your reading this. GO ON AIM! hahahha.
5.im reallly craving for genki's and my mom never even buy me KATSU!
6. when the summer starts im definetly playing DDR for an hour everyday. HAHHAHA!
7.i misss joooonah. >______<, our conversations on aim is short now. blahhh, seems like he's to bizzy for me. :(
8.'in my get away car, lets go far far far' -dusouth
9. youth service is on friday, but my dad has a birthday party, together my my uncle. UGH, what to choooose? church or BBQ with the family.
10. i think two weeks is going by too long.
11. summer is comming and i need to save some cashh!
12. i cant believe i lost my chemistry boook, i think imma tell reisel to come with me to the lost and found on tuesday to check. 68 dollars is tooo much! FCK.! i hate being so careless!
13. i needa new bag. HAHHAHA!
14. online shoppping!, omg. so much NICE CHEAP THINGS that i wanna buy.
15. whenever i bring up 'MOM, I NEED NEW SLIPPERS' she gets all grumpy saying i have A LOT of slippers and goes 'WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO WITH ALOT OF SLIPPERS?' haha.
16. i wonder what type of shoes im gonnna buy for junior year? i dont need those design kine cause i know im not gonna take care of it. HAHHA. prolly some vans black and white 'Authentic Low Pro'
17. I REALLLLLLLLLY MISSS YOU!. IM NOT EVEN JOKING! hawwww, sucks ballssss!

a little too late,

i all ready fell heads over heals!

"i got everything in this world buy you" - claude kelly
"im falling like a domino" - varsity
"she so sexy, so cool, shes the baddest girl ive seen, i wonder why i always see her in my dreams. my love of my life...." - the league
"every superwoman needs her superman" -rick ross
"shawty is like a melody in my head" - rock city

-BWHAHHA, I WA BORED. imeessyou. forizzzledizzle

11:11

i dont want ALL the drawings i did for you to go to waste, cause honestly, the one that i showed you, was the best i did so far. even tho i havent met you, i alreaddy started to fall heads over heals for you. i did that once, with this other doooode 2 years ago, i couldnt even let him go for a year after. i dont want that to happen. i really DO LIKE YOU, theres something, that makes me smile when ever we talk on aim, or ont he phone. my heart JUST smiles. i really dont know what else to say when ever you ask "am i bothering you?" honestly, i HATE it when you say that. or when you say "i can leave you alone" you dont know how much that hurts and to see my self ball my eyes out. HONESTLY, when i talk to you. your like different from the other guys ive talked too, i really dont know if your talking to other girls or not. i just assume, cause honestly, when i saw your friends list i see like 4857094803984 girls and like less guys. how would i know if your a player or not. honestly, i get that jealous feeling inside of me sometimes. USUALLY WHEN YOU TELL ME IF YOU SHOULD LEAVE ME ALONE. i have the jealousy side that you might be talking to another chick and not me. i notice, we both accuse. tell me not? you tink i have a BF but i dont. tell me that aint true, if its not, then i guess its my bad!.

its gonnnna be 11:11, and yno what i wish for?
you to call backkk when i called you earlier.

if anything, im sorry for what i did.
& honestly!, if im interfering with you and someone, please. tell me. >__<

you see me,

smile, but how would you know if im just hiding it?
- the phone rings, and your name pops up, the song 'infatuated' plays as your ringtone. my heart smiles. its like, i HAVE to pick up the call. its hard to ignore. honestly, its HARD!. lol. they ask 'why are you smiling?' 'who are you talking to' i ignore. its none of their business.

blahhh, IMEEESSYOUFAG! >_____<


im stressing on a debate, and this whole speeech thingy ! and i guess i couldnt think cause too much things in my mind? HAWWWWW.

i think its my fault. i hurted him? haw, eyes are balllin with tears. this aint cool. FELI even told me it aint coool!. like not even joking.

I DID SOMETHING WRONG.? TELL ME!? please?

YOU,

honestly, even though we havent even met in person, i kinna did fall for you. and yet, i still do... idk how but its just like that whole 'falling heads over heals' thing. i thought you would be that kind of guy that would be like dick headed people thats just ryna add chicks on myspace and just flirts. honestly, i thought that. but i guess i was wrong? or idk if im right, only you know. i REALLY do like you. i even told you. you keep saying 'just tell me if im bothering >.<' how do you think i feel when you said that? i guess i have to show you that i dont have anyone else to talk to but you? you thought that JC was a guy, you didnt wanna believe me that it was JESUS CHRIST. my heart really was crying, like im not even joking. :( i even told you im not even talking to any other guy but you, and honestly, im not those type of girls who would actually talk to like 948569625097204983207 guys and like choose one of um, i git irratated fast. i ignore many guys. im somewhat picky, but idk, theres something that makes me want to talk to you FOREVER. (cheesey, but whatver, im telling the truth) i swear, this is all NONSCENCE. just tonight, you seemed sooooooo!, irratated on the phone, like i did something. then all of a sudden once i told you to read my comments and something about jefferson, you go all 'i call you back' but i guess your not? haww, this sucks ass yno? i hate feeling this way. ive deal with this kinna thing before. and i dont wanna re-live the past,. the past is just too ASDKJF;LASJDF;LJ for me.

HONESTLY, i draw your name when im oooober doober bored cause i cant think of anything else to draw. people ask, OUE, WHO'S JONAH? i ignore, people doesnt need to know. frickkkkkk, i hate this feeeling.

-you actually hurted my heart because it smiled too much. i want that feeling again :(. imeeeeesyouFAG.!

-maureeeeeen.<3

blahhh,

its HOT!

hahhaha,
my hearts been smiling lately! (=
-good thing good thing !

EYE!

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-did i mention, imissyou.

HAWWWWWWWW, dammmmit!

UPDATE?

lol, wooooow! its been a while since i did this thing. LOL. ive been twitting more that blogging. HA. anyways.

things so far is going goood? i guess. this got a little hectic. but whatever. it was the past. i MISS mei!. i havent talked to her on the phone since forever. and she pierced her belly button today.! that girl. she can get away with her age yeah? and she short too!. HAHHA.

fourth quarter is WACK!. kay so like im starting to hate social studies MORE THAN EVER. i like the debates and all that but then like the topic that we are doing is like ugh, im not even paying attention that much? i really dunno what to debate about. fuhrick. lol then theres this supper baby thing that we have to do. and like i dont like the storry thing that we have to do for english. then theres projects comming! and im almost FAILING CHEMISTRY!. ughhhh, hopefully plato will help!. >__< and and and like i need like to pass 4 more test to get atleast a C for math. but i WANT an A or B minimum. lol. stupid math teacher no like correct test papers. ugh how would we know if we need to retake or not if we dont know that we passed it or not? UGHHH, GOING GIVE ME MORE WHITE HAIR SOON!. shhhhaat!.

lmao, i gotta do the lab report. hahaha. k byeee (=